Things take a funny turn.
The texts, the calls, your dreams all tell you you’re missing me honey. I could have told you that would have happened.
You’ll never find a love like mine, a woman like me.
It’s funny how still, to this day, you think I don’t know about all the girls. It’s funny how paranoid you have been for the last year. Worried I might actually call you out to the other girls? Oh honey, don’t play that game. I’m sure they will find out soon enough how you are, we all do.
And that’s not to say we don’t miss you because, I do. I care and love you but I don’t need you.
I’ve walked away and I can honestly say, I have never felt happier at this moment than I have in the last two years. I can’t even being to explain darling what it was like to be in this relationship with you. However, I will tell you, had we been reversed and you had to be in my shoes… ohhh soldier you would have never lasted and I mean never babe.
All this heartbreak, all this pain has made me stronger, and it’s beautiful to feel happy right now because, even a small tiny ounce of happiness feels oh so amazingly amazing because of all the pain and dark days i’ve felt these last two years.
Now, it wasn’t all pain and suffering but it wasn’t sugar sweet by any means.
You my love, have a lot of growing up to do in so many different ways. And I hope you do. :) :*
I’m getting there! :)
Anonymous asked: I want so badly for someone to care about me long enough for it to turn into something beautiful
I am surprisingly fairly happy with my life. There is just one thing I am missing. Love, your love, our love.
Where can the love I deserve be hiding?
I need a new guy in my life. Getting fed up with this constant back and forth, Your words…while make me smile… mean nothing when you can’t prove them.
New Year…… better friends?